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Suffer Alone

by L'État C'est Moi

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1.
Control 02:24
Just fuckin execute me now Just fuckin put me in the ground It's quicker and more honest that this totalized control That kills us all the more completely cuz it's sneaky and it's slow There's no gun to your head! there's just a cop inside your brain! And it's the most advanced police state that the world has ever seen Convince them that they're free With ideology And false democracy They'll be their own police But just in case they dont submit, surveil everything Or brutalize their bodies, and colonize their brains Or give em just enough to lose that they are grateful for their chains And convince them there's no options but the market and the state
2.
Defeat 02:38
DEFEAT Coming apart at the seams / Inside there's something obscene He fucks you but / He can't remember Sucking on your tits like a pair of pacifiers You're suckling deep male failure Yeah he thinks he wants you but he wants his mother Yeah he fucks you but you can't remember Fucking in the dark in the middle of a bender He said he loves you but he loves the bottle better Counting out the days / Calculated pain Drowning in the wake / Of the things we could not face Cracking inside from the stress / Constantly sick and depressed Defeated and fucked from the start / Watching it all fall apart Our skins hold us in / But our wounds let us out This gash in my face isn't making a sound We despise our lives / Outside the womb, under the sky We're still not acclimatized / To the violence of being alive Salivating at the bell / I got poison in my cells Consuming me, consuming me I'm a drug-addicted rat / I just keep on coming back / Fucking pushing at the latch To get my treat, to get my treat Waiting for my taste of hell
3.
Mesmerized 02:44
I hate all the noise in my head / I'm sickened by what I been fed I hate my colonial soul / All twisted and warped from the cold Forget all the code in your brain / It causes you nothing but pain Ignore all the things you been told / All of us been bought and sold Call me white, call me wicked, call me irredeemably fucked Call me wrong, you're probably right, I'm mesmerized and I can't wake up We're just bricks in their pyramid scheme We're all cogs in their misery machine We're not born, we're built / Raised on fear and guilt Assembled and assigned / Made and mesmerized Indoctrinated from birth / Unleashed on the suffering Earth Raised in the cult of the dead / Our lives are just dreams we forget
4.
Simplicity 01:35
When I was younger shit was simpler, shit was harder, shit was complicated: Fuck the world and everybody in it, check, but fuck this loneliness Wanna change the world not watch it burn, or watch it burn and then Transform it, fashion something not so stupid, not so fucking meaningless When I was younger I was liberated, maybe, sure, but trapped: Without the words to paint a picture of the cages in my head And also terrified of seeing clearly, jesus what a mess Much safer and less painful just to drown out all that loneliness. No human being could connect with me like liquor could, I checked: They're all so changeable and complicated, easily let down And fucking cruel too, to boot, what's the matter with them Me I had my two-four and my sack of weed, a break from being alone.
5.
Violence 02:26
Like cells in a body or bodies in cells Slowly being shaped into shells of ourselves Completely alone and surrounded by each other United we suffocate, divided we suffer We suffer violence from our isolation / Violence from addiction Suffer violence from incarceration / Violence and oppression Suffer violence on our bodies / Fucking violence on our voices Yeah it's violence that we worship / In the violence of our choices Violence x 8 It's violence in the schools and the streets and it's violence from the pigs And it's violence so diluted we don't notice where the violence really is It's violence in the actions that we take and the actions we endure And it's violence so inherent we don't notice it until it's really pure We suffer violence from assimilation / Violence from exclusion Suffer violence when we're working / Fucking violence when we're using Suffer violence when we're witness / To the violence of the system Violence when we're speaking / Fucking violence when we listen
6.
Freedom 02:14
I can't breath the air Tear gas choking up downtown kilometres Well I fuckin swear As I stare down down all these officers That when I'm out of here I'll never let another pig talk down to me I can't fuckin bear Their robot babble adding insult to injury I'm all riled up For a second there I almost felt like we could make a difference Cuz I forgot To believe in real change you kind of have to be an idiot They got all their bases covered They got guns on everyone We got our faces covered But they got satellites and drones What am I doing here Sitting in a kettle waiting for the revolution I can smell the fear A sharp streak overlaying the pollution They knew where we'd be And they brought enough handcuffs for all of us We're taught about freedom of speech But talk is cheap and it's so fuckin obvious I'm all fucked up I never thought that I would ever end up being so cynical But what the fuck Am I supposed to do, we can never storm this citadel They got it figured out Extorting everyone They really got it down You don't like it you can tell it to the judge They got it under control They got dirt on everyone From Montreal to the north fuckin pole, police
7.
Democracy 01:45
Butchers talk of human rights / The machine demands a sacrifice So welcome to the marketplace / It's your turn to die today “Democracy” is death / “Democracy” is suffering Property is theft / It's there to keep you powerless They wanna own your market They wanna own your debt They don't care what you want No one gives a fuck “Democracy” is a fraud / “Democracy” is code They don't want you liberated / They want you controlled Democracy is death, it means submit to Western capital Or watch as NATO bombs your fuckin children from the sky No one gives a fuck about the self-determination of the global proletariat as long as they behave before they die
8.
Gotta get that juice, gotta get the fuel that I need Gotta get accelerated, gotta get that speed Aint no fuckin body that can stand between me and the feeling Animating aggravated animals like me Speed witch Get out of my way or I'll smoke your fuckin brains Get out of my way I'll smoke your fucking brains so get out of my way I'll smoke your fuckin brains I'm just a speedwitch I'm just a speedwitch I got an eldritch disease I'm just a speedwitch I'm just a speedwitch My hunger must be appeased I'm just a speedwitch I'm just a speedwitch I'm just a fuckin speedwitch Deep in the dark there's a demonic war I am determining what you are for I'm just a ravenous mad carnivore You're in my way and I'm starved to my core
9.
Once there was a world And now the planet burns now I crawl through broken glass and poison gas and yearn Once there was routine Now there's just calamity Now I am a predatory Necromantic fiend Post-apocalyptic thaumaturgic miscreation on a mission Cataclysmic paranormal monster on an ugly expedition My sawed-off shotgun has a life of its own I haven't slept for days and I'm bad to the bone The millions of voices won't leave me alone You're just another sin for which I'll never atone
10.
Moving through the city I must be careful of the creatures They come out at night And they put up a fight and try to eatcha Flying through the streets I'm filled with malevolent intent I'm never comin down And I never been down yet Everybody's gotta eat Everybody's gotta get their speed Gimme all your shit And I ain't askin' I'm just passin by And blastin guys Who stop me from Amassing my supplies Gimme all your shit And I ain't playin I'm just layin' low And slayin' those Who say they wont Comply with my demands Moving through the world I see what used to be people Some of them are strong and some are weak But all of us are evil Flying through the sky I give the world the evil eye And I fly higher There's nothing down below but afterglow Nothing but the fires Nowhere for me to go But this endless empty road Everything in my past gone Nothing to look back on I feel nothing any longer Just this endless empty hunger I guess there is nothing for it But to go back to my forest If I have to be alone I'll do it on my throne of bone and stone And slowly on my own I will become the crone

credits

released February 15, 2022

Recorded by Justin C. Nut and CR at Sound Ideas Recording Studio and Justin's recording room. Mixed and mastered by Justin C. Nut.

The last three tracks are a side project with the same members called Speedwitch, originally recorded at the 1180.

Vox: J
Guitar: Justin C. Nut
Bass: Grave decorator
Drums: Brick

"Wow. That's pretty amazing. Turns the energy up to 11 right off the top and never turns it down. Almost kicked the cat into the wall as I started to thrash in my living room."
- Paul Gott, The Ripcordz

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